I'm so Laughing My Ass Out right now?
Since I'm kind of bored. I decided to click Archives on my blog and have realised how weird and silly I was back then. Just so you know I'm a loyal blogger. I've been blogging since year 2004 you know! My first ever post was as lame as everybody elses.
"Sunday, August 08, 2004
hEllO HeLLo!
I m A nEWbIE.. I see Many people with blogs so i also wanted to get a blog. Actually i am a person who alwiz write memories my a diary.. I dun like to type it out. But dis blog can be kept for fun lor.
I m a Blur blur girl actually..hehe.. i dun get jokes very fast one.. U muz give me some time to UNDERSTAND the joke or Get the joke. hehe alot of my frenz tell me jokes den i neva laugh and dey go like "Get IT ??" i go like no. hahaha but after a while i'll get the joke.. i blur and slow la.."
HAHA! Ok stop laughing. I'm sure you all typed 'liddat' when you first started out as a netizen 'loh'! So I started out with saying 'HELLO' twice! Got problem with that!!? When I was younger I thought blogs are what you type when you are like talking to the world. And I was raised with manners, so I always greet my readers! And for your information, I'm not the 'blur blur girl' anymore. I have no freaking idea why I even bothered typing that on my first blog post. Like as if it's of any good impression. (!) And I used to be the 'must-blog-what-I-did-from-the-time-I-wake-up-to-the-time-I-hit-the-bed- type of bloggers when I first started out! Oh my god. I am utterly ashamed. Haha
And then 2005 came. I used to change my blogskin like 101 times. It was some obsession with blogskins. Now as you can see, I try to keep to one class design and would incorporate my own style in it. I dislike blogskins where you have to click click around to find blog posts/links (No offence if you use that skin) Then I don't know what got into me that I finally 'grew out' of lame singlish typing. It was an achievement..until I blogged it and made it sound so lame.
"Friday, December 30, 2005Technically I do not speak good English with friends but in corporate world and on the net I mostly refrain from Singlish unless using it will accomplish something for me. I used to be a whiny ass back then. I don't even get why I whine and what I'm whining about. God I can't believe I was a spoiled self-absorbed brat. Eh, I'm sure everyone was liddat at one point in their life okay! Skimming through these old old posts...majority of my posts is me complaining that my life sucks. Obviously it's not something to be proud of..but at least now I do not complain like an idiot. One reason why I do not delete all these lame posts of mine? So I can remind myself how much I've changed.. as a person character wise. And also to laugh at my younger self back in those days. SO in 2006 I took an 'oath' to never complain about trivial things..
No singlish but english
Enough with singlish. Speak GOOD english ok. I don't know whats happening to my 'already-boring' life. Yes. Its sucking more than it usually does. Its so annoying. I can't even have freedom to blog much..."
"Thursday, July 13, 2006
a fulstop to all this posts
Ok. THATS IT.I'm just sick of it. EVERY FREAKING POST OF MINE is always a complain and misery. YES I'M DAMN SICK OF MYSELF. I'm sure you people have labelled me as 'depressed-freak'. OHHELL.
I'm no longer going to complain. I'll stay positive. EVEN when some FUCKING people dont understand me."
So I used to type profanities on my blog. Now I really refrain from using profane words because it's not good and you do not know who's reading your blog. God knows if my future employer is reading my blog or whatever. So If you ever see me using it, then I must be really really MAD. Can you believe I thought secondary school was stressful? Cause I've experienced JC life and secondary school is not even 1% of the stress you would get in JC. And University would be even more tough I guess. But I'm prepared (at least that's what I like to tell myself)
I can't quote anything from year 2007 because all (most) of my posts were pertaining to school life and o-levels. I either sound like a depressed freak or a deluded moron in all or most of my posts in year 2007. And I felt terrible when I found out my teacher(s) knew my blog. When I was young, I was stupid enough to think no one but my friends read my blog and the way I typed was so direct and mean sometimes. So later on, I had to learn to be sensitive to other people's feelings. (Ridiculous no?! Like as if world peace exists) Sadly, I could not express my thoughts freely in my blog (even though An Opinion is Not a Fact)....until I graduated out of my secondary school. Now, I think I am smart enough to blog about people I don't like..in a way that they'll never find out I'm talking about them. Sarcasm was the way. *smirks* Come on, I am not evil..neither am I naive.
Right now, I think my blog posts are way better.(Oh please, just let me be a happy person!) Year 2008 and 2009 blog posts were mixed with humor and some stressed phase of my life because I was struggling with JC life and hence had no life. Ranting out in my blog was a way to keep my sanity back then.
I want to keepblogging for many more years. Just to see how I've morphed into a sensible (maybe) adult and of course..some of these posts are great memories (or not). I think if people were to read my archives, they would believe that I had a deprived childhood..but sadly, I used to exaggerate alot!!


